So here I am again…it’s late…or early depending on how you look at it. I have this paper I’m trying to write. The quarter is technically over and my motivation for finishing up an independent study is minimal at the moment.
It’s really more than that though. It’s that I’m afraid. It’s taken me six hours of avoiding writing my paper for me to admit the fact that at the end of the day I’m afraid that I don’t have much to say…or that what I really want to say can’t be expressed the way I want it to be.
So I haven’t been writing. I’ve been avoiding. Looking on the internet and thinking of all the many other things I can do other than to complete the only thing I need to.
How many times in my life is it 1:46am and counting? Where does fear hold me back from being all that I am truly called to be? Lord, help me to believe in the fire in my heart and trust you to guide me in writing the next page of this story…
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June 12, 2006 at 2:58 am
Sammy
Ummh! I hear ya! Fear not. Did you know there are 365 “Fear Not”s in the Scriptures…one for each day of the year? Stay strong and focused cause you are a champion in my book, always going an extra mile at what you do!